SEEKERS DOOR

I'm not trying to push him into anything. How many spirits do you feel are here in these photos? And in regards to the energy here, I have no idea. It is a strong possibility the energy is really high. What do you mean when you said you would not be "in his face"? Do you mean that I should stop emailing him for a while? I don't mean to ask so many questions, and if I am bugging you then please tell me so. Sad

Sorry hun I don't mean it the way it sounds to you. What I'm saying is just allowing things to happen in the natural form intended that's all. If you over do it with someone it could have an opposite affect not that your doing this just watch that sort of thing. Dont' take it literally hun. Smile

This is coming from someone who has been were your going too, wink...You have a good base with this guy and if you allow him to come to you he will, just let HIM come...

When I ask if you feel energy it's because I see so many spirits around you and you claim to feel them so I wonder if the energy is intense. I know when I first opened up I had tons of energy around me and boy did I feel it, lol..That's why I ask if you feel it in your home. It was hard to breathe sometimes and I wonder if you get that too.

Do you ground and shield all the time?

Hugz
CV

I understand what you mean now. Guess I was just reading it the wrong way. I had to go outside earlier today and take some Primatene because I couldn't catch my breathe. I have been having a lot of hard times where breathing is concerned. Especially at night when I go to bed. I know there is a very nice family of 4 that used to farm this land and live here back in the early 1900's. They also died on this land. I have a recurring visitor that comes to visit that family and me, and he is a cowboy. He was shot to death while trying to protect the family when their ranch was being robbed. He was a long time good friend of theirs. The cowboys name is Joe Stephen Carter, and for the family: Jerry (the father), Kendle (the mother) and their two children (John and Patsy). Me, John and Patsy all sleep together most of the time. I sleep in the middle and they sleep on each side of me. I have gotten many of visions from this family and many different aspect of their living life, and even how they died. When I get that, I often have what I refer to as phantom pain. I have learned to ground and shield myself through hypnosis and I am not open to spirits all the time. But I know they are still here and I have no problem with them at all. Sometimes the air here in the house feels so thick I have to go outside and get some fresh air so I can breath. Hope this helps some. Laterz with Hugz!!

I don't think you need hypnosis to ground & shield hun and why do they sleep with you?

You need to ground and shield everyday which is why you feel the energy so much. You ARE open and that's why it's very hard to breathe sweety. I want to work with you if that's ok. I can teach you ways to protect yourself and we can meet on yahoo messsenger when it's convenient plus it's free. Your intent however has to be you want to do this otherwise it won't work.

It's great to have spirits around who are helpful sweety but I wonder why you are allowing them to get so close. If you are having a hard time breathing it's becuase there's much paranormal energy in that home not just a few spirits. I can clearly see that in your photos. When we are "open" the way you are we tend to invite more, and more spirits to us and before you know it your home is over taken with their energy. This can cause many problems not just attachments which is a big problem in itself but your health could be affected as well.

I recommend you take the spirit clearing & self-protection workshop we offer hun just for protection so you can understand what it is your dealing with and control what comes to you..(I'm not being mean hun just telling you what I see, k?) Smile

Big hugz chicky-poo.
CV

I have always had a hard time breathing, especially since I was a baby. I had to be rushed to the emergency room everynight cause I wasn't breathing. I was born a month early and they said my lungs weren't fully developed so they put me in the incubator. And I believe it is just asthma. Cause I not only have a hard time breathing around here, but other places as well. We all just keep each other company. I only have the 4 at the moment. And when the other one comes, he doesn't stay for long and then he leaves. I have began to burn a white candle. Last night, surprisingly it burned all night long and I blew it out when I woke up this morning. It is burning now as I type this. And I do self-hypnosis so I can rejuvenate myself and allow for ample time to rest. I have also learned to close my door when I am sick or tired, therefore I can sleep at night because they don't bother me and they can't get through. Notice how we went from talking about me and Todd, to talking about the spirits in my house? LOLOLOL! So how many are here with me that you feel? How many males, females, childern, animals, etc......?

I'm picking up more than four here. (I wish someone else would view these photos as well if you guy's wouldn't mind, opheliet!!!!...And others..)

Spirit energy will still have an affect on someone who is asthmatic Hun (big time). You also told me you have been seeing spirits even as a child. This most likely has been with you your whole life. When you were ready to "see' you started seeing them at the age you did.

Spirits don't always appear to us either so how can you be so sure you are picking up everything in your home?

I see a lot of spirit energy around you hun. I look forward to "seeing" what others see...
Blessings
CV
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I found out that Todd is working two jobs right now. He works at STAGE which is in the shopping center that I live behind, and he is a hip-hop dance teacher by evening. I still think about him everyday and am keeping silent and keeping my distance from him at the moment. I certainly don't want to ruin anything for us that is surely just around the corner!! He is so sweet but shy, and I have to admit something. I never thought I would actually have a chance to be with him or that he would remotely think about it. I had a lot of competition but I bit the bullet and expressed my love for him in a romantic yet subtle way. I think I might have cracked his shy shell a little bit that day when he read it. I am just wondering what he was feeling when he read my words of love to him. I just spilled the whole pot of beans and told him everything that I was feeling for him and how I would wait as long as he wanted me to. If you would like to see a copy of the letter, I will send it along to you. Gotta go for now. TTYL!!!! Very Happy

LOL...okay....I'm on it. Laughing

I don't see the pic posted here but I do agree with Celtic that these spirits are drawn to your energy. Your energy is warm...and unfortunately...inviting...you really should practice grounding and shielding (lol...imagine that coming from moi) They don't wan to hurt you but they have a tendency to all crowd in around you at the same time....which is of course suffocating to you. I was feeling there is a little one around you too...did you say there was a child that died on that land also?

There was a 5 year old girl and her name is Patsy. She died from Reumatic Fever and unfortunately the doctors could do nothing for her. Her and her family lived on this land, farmed it, and died here back in the early 1900's. They lived through the Great Depression.

I agree opheliet!!!

I'm pretty bad at grounding and shielding all the time too and every once in a while although I'm getting better they do get through.

Spirits like good energy which is what we have so of course they will come and there not necessarily from the land you live on either. They will just come and before you know it your home is full. This is something you don't want sweety especially with your breathing problems.

Remember, just because you can't see them doesn't mean their not in your home. Spirits will appear if they chose to not because you wan them too.

Hugz
CV